PTL

chris is coming home for good.
i am really tired.
i love christmas
thank you car for starting every morning this week
i know its cold out there.
ptl
ptl
PPPPPPPP
TTTTTTTT
LLLLLLLL

oh man

i feel really good today.
lots of my post titles start with "oh"
like... this thought makes me need to take a breath.

some people are so weird.
not in the good way.

this guy.

oh wipers

my windshield wipers dont work.
not good in serious snow situations.
i bought chili's chips n salsa to go
yesterday.
today, my salsa is frozen.
not good.
i really miss my man.
i'm happy he'll be home
soon and that we get to have
warm wintery tree-lit moments together.
JUB xmas party on friday.
aren't you jealous you
don't get to be a part of it????

i hope mom gets a santa claus.

bye

thanksgving

i have a feeling that this is going to be a very strange thanksgiving.
my thankfuls:

my brother and sisters and the good company they are.
the families that come with them.
my darling christopher.
my nutty mother.
my really nice dad.
no more car payments
food in my cupboards
paint and ink
my ability to create
my job.

whats yours?

"even after all this time
the sun never says to the earth
“you owe me.”
look what happens
with a love like that,
it lights the whole sky."

hafiz (a persian poet of the 1300’s)

my christmas list

jade and kody

thank your sweet little hearts for bringing me groceries yesterday.
that was really
really
nice of you.

back to work

Went to vernal this weekend. Chris’ mom made some good enchiladas. It was good to see chris and his family.
i'm not too happy to be back at work... back to the cold freezing apartment
My jetta needs a new timing belt and an oil change. I was going to get one on Friday before I left but instead spent 2 and half hours stuck in the same spot on the freeway. I should have taken a picture of the people standing on top of their cars.
My apartment needs to be cleaned and when chris brings my table back I’m going to cook a big feast and everyone is invited. Maybe I’ll do it when Lindsay gets here.
Chris said that if mom does dreads then he’ll do them too
Can boys pierce their noses?

sweet.

went to moms yesterday and did laundry.
she bought me french fries and cheese for dinner. what a great lady. jade and kody came over and regg was in a bad mood but he tried to straighten my hair. weekdays are so boring and lonely. i just want chris to move back so i can cook someone dinner. i decided that my christmas presents are going to be artwork... so tell me what you'd like so i can get started.

holllllaaaaa

tired of this being poor business

poor poor me
poor chris who has to work in vernal and wont get paid this week and might get his car taken away.

poor me who works all day everyday
and when pay day comes around
seems like bills day/rent day/traffic ticket day
always lands on the same
sad-day/


i miss chris when he's in vernal.
i dont like eating dinner alone
even though its not much of a dinner

its sick
its spaghettios
or nallys nasty chili

and i can't even go to winco because all the carts are taken
and the parking lot is filled up

WINCO ISNT EVEN COOL!!!!!!!!

unless you want to buy a pinata.


what if i needed a pinata?

and all i want is to just make witches brew for halloween.
OOoooooooOOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOHHH my witches brew.

just doing laundry

bob marley.

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be. But, before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

oh great.

rent is due today.
bills are due today.
car payment is due today.

i dont even have enough money to buy groceries.
i'm tired of eating ramen.

i'm tired of being poor.

leaving for a moment.

In almost one week cat and I will be in the big apple.

Adventuring.

Wish us luck, even though we wont need it.

We’re pretty good adventurers.

i got tagged

picture folder. 10th picture.

dont laugh because i look like an alien.

this is when i was ohhh 18 or 19.

when i had a best friend. and we did things like went ice skating at the cottonwood heights community skating rink. we would say that if we were ever on MADE we choose to be figure skaters.

i can to spins and stuff.

i should go ice skate. because i'm kristie yamaguchi.

happy birthday to you

tomorrow is chris' birthday. we are going to ol' vernal to see his family. last night i made him homemade pesto pizza with tomatoes, mushrooms, spinach, ricotta, and mozzerella.

it was good.


oh chris, i am so glad that you were born.
i like when you strum guitar chords on the couch cushion
"i'm practicing my triplets" is what he says.
or when he creates drum beats at my kitchen table.

oh chris, your head is always spinning in a swirl of music notes.
i love that about you.

happy birthday music man.

oh world.

Things have been very busy lately. Except very non-busy at the same time. I have been cooking a lot like crazy. made some pesto with MY herbs from MY herb garden, which by the way is getting too big for the ledge on my porch. mom and i went to joan baez on monday. i liked it, mom and i were the youngest ones there. gallivan was too packed last night. tried to go see the black keys, but it was nutso there. i'm trying to use more whole wheat pasta, trying to eat more greens, trying to remember to take my iron and stay healthy. i made some good half whole wheat penne rosa last night for chris and his brother. dads birthday party is tonight. i don't know what to get him. i need to get all of my laundry done. i did massive cleaning day at my house because i REALLY REALLY dont want to see any spiders in my apartment. ever. or i'll move out. reggie can say one sort of word. "splash" except he mostly just says "gatch". i'm probably going to hang out with the upstairs neighbors this weekend. sunday is a BBQ at chris' brothers. what should i make? i'm happy jade is here. she should come over more often. i wish my phone didn't break. mostly i'm just rambling, but i guess incase you're wondering, now you know.

plant yourself and grow

tomorrow. i find my own place. no sister. no presley.

just me and my big girl life.

my softball league started. its funny.

really funny.

i wish i could go to seattle for memorial... but its the last weekend i have to pack all my stuff


and start my big girl life.

i wish i could live in this apartment forever.
i sort of love it.

roll the moon out with my heart. roll my heart out with the tide. - magnolia electric co

i can't wait for:

Manchester Orchestra - May 13

Magnolia Eliectric Co - May 20

Lydia - June 6

Mewithoutyou - June 28

everyone come with me. you wont be disappointed.

sunrise highway

dad and i went to lunch together yesterday. i think it was the first time ever that we were there together just because we wanted hang out with each other. we didn't talk about my car and making sure i rotate my tires, we didn't talk about saving money, we didn't talk about any of that stuff. we just talked. and we laughed a lot. he said things like "i really miss you" and "tell me whats new"

and we were friends.

i miss him today and wish he wasn't in the tri cities. because if he was here, i'd probably go sit in his office. just to hang out.

today

*picked up sunburnt mom and dad from the airport

*ate mac and sauce for lunch

*Looked at the new fossil jewelry at fashion place.

*sbarro for dinner

*went and hung out at chris' band practice

*tried to find a new apartment. :(

lonesone crowded west

i'm really lonely here with no presley or natalie.
i wish all my sisters lived in one house with me. i miss them. i miss my brother.


i made really reallllllly realllllllllllllllly good pasta for chris the other night.
i even made MY OWN PESTO FROM SCRATCH!

i miss everyone. goodnight i'm going to go buy some box sets from FYE since i dont have cable or anyone to talk to.


bye.

downtown

I'm just sitting in the western nut parking lot waiting for chris to get off practice so we can go to a show. He better hurry. I'm going to pee my pants. I'm glad jade is coming here soon. I don't know why mom tries to talk everyone into buying chicken with the skin and bones still on it. Oh mom and dad.... go buy a cow and a pig.

today

i want fried macaroni and cheese from cheesecake factory.
no nonoooooonono


i want a quesadilla and and enchilada from LA COMIDA

its weird that i can still taste La Comida in my mouth when i think about it.


that was a tragedy.

to you

my notebook 2-3-09

"because somehow -
our worlds smashed into each other.
and since then, everything has
just been this tie-dye
jumble
swirl
of nothing
less
than
perfect.

thanks for creating something amazing with me."

I plan on sleeping in

Three people have texted me today and told me that I was in their dream last night.

I wonder what that means?

oh easymac

i'm home on my lunchbreak.
just chompin down some easymac
and realxing.


i miss washington today and i hope someone will come with me one weekend to visit.

oh heart.