lonesone crowded west

i'm really lonely here with no presley or natalie.
i wish all my sisters lived in one house with me. i miss them. i miss my brother.


i made really reallllllly realllllllllllllllly good pasta for chris the other night.
i even made MY OWN PESTO FROM SCRATCH!

i miss everyone. goodnight i'm going to go buy some box sets from FYE since i dont have cable or anyone to talk to.


bye.

downtown

I'm just sitting in the western nut parking lot waiting for chris to get off practice so we can go to a show. He better hurry. I'm going to pee my pants. I'm glad jade is coming here soon. I don't know why mom tries to talk everyone into buying chicken with the skin and bones still on it. Oh mom and dad.... go buy a cow and a pig.

today

i want fried macaroni and cheese from cheesecake factory.
no nonoooooonono


i want a quesadilla and and enchilada from LA COMIDA

its weird that i can still taste La Comida in my mouth when i think about it.


that was a tragedy.

to you

my notebook 2-3-09

"because somehow -
our worlds smashed into each other.
and since then, everything has
just been this tie-dye
jumble
swirl
of nothing
less
than
perfect.

thanks for creating something amazing with me."

I plan on sleeping in

Three people have texted me today and told me that I was in their dream last night.

I wonder what that means?

oh easymac

i'm home on my lunchbreak.
just chompin down some easymac
and realxing.


i miss washington today and i hope someone will come with me one weekend to visit.

oh heart.

two thousand nine.

christmas came and went pretty fast in our little apartment. this year came and went pretty fast. i'm excited for a new year, though. my new years resolution is to continue to not have a resolution.

i don't want to be at work today.
i'm going to mom's later to do laundry.
i miss my kennewick family.

Chris and I went over to see mom and dad yesterday and steal some enchiladas. Hello, you should meet chris. i like him.

I've been alive for 21 years.
happy new year, world.
here's to 21 more.

hello world.

i dont post on here nearly enough. work has been keeping me so busy that i never have a chance to. i can't believe that the year is practically over. this one went by the fastest. i'm not going to lie, that even with all the newlyweds, new babies and babies brewing in bellies... i still like the fact that in my world, its just me. i wish i could kiss you all on your little cheeks. merry chirstmas happy new year.
XOXO gossip girl

(so local, even the seagulls are bored.)

i've stumbled i mumbled

a poem.


i am a moth who just wants to share your light
i like the way your words
fog my air and the
way they leave me gripping the
last hoping for more. all i
want of you is more. and more.

and more.
and more.
and
amore'

you're my favorite speckled egg.